Friday, April 8, 2011

random....

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so...right now i am 9 1/2 weeks pregnant. moodier than ever. and decided that i REALLY need to get away from here for awhile. i can't handle sitting in the house all-day, every day...it is driving me competely insane. contemplating a trip to chicago for a little while to clear my head.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

why?

here's my liberty girl. she always makes me happy no matter what.


i really need to take a vacation. everything here is getting on my nerves so bad. and i need to take this vacation -alone. so no one fucking bothers me. just for a little while i dont want to be treated like i am 3 years old and dont/cant do anything for myself. im 24 yearsold and right now-7 weeks pregnant. deal with my fucking mood swings, they arent going anywhere any time soon. ugh.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

the little things...

 so I'm trying to figure out how to wear my hair to the seabee ball on saturday...I have no idea how going to do it. altho drew did set up an appointment for me to geT my hair and nails done...how sweet :)

Sunday, January 30, 2011

wedding photos!!


i know nobody really reads this blog of mine..but ill write in it anyway.
so our professional photos came in the other day, after 6 months of waiting. its so exciting to look through them all again!
kinda wish we got the cd rom with all the photos on it- the photographer started doin that literally right after our wedding, which sucks.
all in all its been an alright day- drew and his uncle went to the pro bowl and his aunt and i went shopping...internet will finally be hooked up tomorrow!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

break me

today is just one of those days i wish i could vent everything going on inside my head. or, i just wish i had a friend close by. im sick of talking to therapists about my life. i miss my car. i miss my family. some days i just want to be back in the states...if even for a couple days.
the guy came today to install directv. management from the housing department had to come out becausetheres a friggin huge tree behind our house and he wasnt able to put the dish in our yard, he would have had to put it right outside the fence...and they said no. im so pissed off right now its not even funny. i dont even have words to describe the exact nature of my anger towards them right now. ugh. i need a drink. and its not even noon yet.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

how do you show your support?


so ive had this bracelet since my husbands last deployment to afghanistan. they were giving them away at the deployment fair. i wore it for the entire duration of the deployment, that was origionally suppost to last 6 months and then in the end was extended to 9. to my surprise, he ended up getting home on our 1 year wedding anniversary! which was really exciting.
now his 5 year battalion enlistment is up for now, and we are currently stationed in pearl harbor, hawaii for his 3 year shore duty where he is working with public works. i am so proud of my seabee and of everything he has done so far. we have been through 3 deployments and for now we have a small break in the deployment regime. he still works hard as ever and i support him through it ever step of the way. deployment or no deployment- its still the military. he can still be called at any moment for anything...and im still here.
so i ask, no matter what branch of service, no matter which duty station, deployed or at home...how do you show your support?

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

matron of honor

s I just found out the other day that my sister wants me to be the matron of honor at her wedding this year! am so excited and really honored that she picked me. it is going to be so much fun!!! they are having a bavarian themed wedding at a german restuarant. so excited for laura and tim!!!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

alcohol and arcade games..

yesturday drew and i went to dave and busters after hanging out at one of his friends daughters birthday party for awhile. it was pretty fun. basically what i expected out of a 'big kid' arcade...except there were a lot of little kids there...
the food was pretty good too. and now today i dont think im going to do much because  i feel sick...horrible stomach ache, headache...fever. bleh. 

Thursday, January 13, 2011

rain rain go away

third day in a row with rain. i think it may rain for a few more days. on the bright side though, our car finally came in today!! drew tried to trick/scare me and tell me that it had a big dent in the side of it when it arrived, which i actually believed for a minuted...until he said he was joking. nice one drew. i unpacked basically the rest of the boxes today, except for the ones with books in them because i havent put together the bookcase yet, which i will probably do in a little while. for now i am playing fable 2 on xbox while drew is at work, washing some dishes in the dishwasher and contemplating which room to put the bookcase in. and i think we are having fish sticks for dinner...forgot to take out chicken to thaw...ill make that tomorrow...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

pour it down


so its been raining pretty much all day today. and once it stopped, cloudy and windy. i got a few more boxes unpacked, some stuff organized in the bedroom and kitchen...now im just ready to go to sleep. it has been one of those days where i really had to force myself  to get things done and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. looked for a few government jobs online-none of which i am qualified for...

monotony (vent)

 
every day for the last few days has been exactly-if not close to exactly- the same. wake up, make some coffee, start laundry, drink coffee. sit on the couch for a few minutes after i take my medication and look around the room-boxes. start taking some things out of boxes, then the washer or dryer goes off and i switch loads. back to more coffee and more boxes. oh yeah, and black garbage bags filled with the paper that the packers wrapped everything in the boxes with. i think black garbage bag count is now up to 5. although today is slightly different so far- 6:25am and its pouring rain outside. i just want to get rid of all these damn boxes already! and actually have a place for everything to go. sorry for the early morning rant...but i dont think anyone reads this anyway...

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

aquamarine dream


drew, his aunt, uncle, and i went snorkling at this bay 2 weeks ago. it was really fun. i finally had a chance to set up my computer today so i could sync the photos from my camera to my computer and then to my phone so i could get them up here! besides that today was filled with doing laundry...i can't tell you how much fun that was. i also made a thai stir fry for dinner- it turned out really good...then me and drew watched "the invention of lying"...good movie.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

a thousand little things


here's zoe! drew and i went to church today...it's a really nice missionary church in aiea. a lot different than the normal catholic church i'm used to...but to be honest, its a nice change.

Friday, January 7, 2011

blogger? me? really?

ok. so...I' m starting a blog. mostly to keep myself sane and have another place to upload my photos to once get my computer set up. zoe and liberty come home from quarantine today!

We moved to hawaii about 2 weeks ago and finally moved into our house this week... 2 bedrooms, 1 and a half baths...vaulted ceiling living room, its pretty nice.